My IAT IISER Aptitude Test 2020 Experience: A Journey From Frustration to Triumph
For most, the path to academic excellence is paved with determination, hard work, and perseverance. However, my road to the Indian Institute of Science Education and Research (IISER) aptitude test (IAT) 2020 was marked by a rollercoaster of emotions, from frustration to triumph. This journey was not just about the test; it was about how I overcame my doubts and ultimately found my passion for research.
Background and Motivation
From a young age, I had a natural inclination towards mathematics and physics. I consistently sought to challenge myself, aiming to excel in any field related to these subjects. My board results, district toppership, and success in entrance exams like the Advanced Regional Mathematics Olympiad (AMU) were milestones that reflected my passion for research.
Despite my academic prowess, life didn't always go as planned. I attended a prestigious coaching center for a short period due to its low fees. Unfortunately, I experienced a severe nervous breakdown and decided to leave after just two months. My inability to excel in various physics and mathematics olympiads, as well as my rejection from the Karnataka Vigyan Pragyan Yojan Asa (KVPY) SA 2nd round, further added to my frustration.
The Quest for Research
With these setbacks, I found myself at a crossroads. I knew I wanted to pursue research, but my journey was far from smooth. The IISER aptitude test became my next step towards realizing my dream. As the year drew to a close, I found myself at the pinnacle of my efforts, determined to give it my best shot.
Preparation and Attempt
The day before the exam, I felt a mix of anxiety and excitement. I chanted the opening song of 'Go, Gilead' to boost my morale, a ritual that had become my mantra during such intense moments. The test was structured into four sections: Biology, Chemistry, Mathematics, and Physics.
Biology and Chemistry: Starting with the biology section, I tackled it with ample calculated guesses, completing it in about 20 minutes. Although I was a PCM (Physics, Chemistry, Mathematics) student, I had spent four months preparing for the biology section. The chemistry section flowed more smoothly, with the content being relatively easier. I managed to complete it within 40 minutes, scoring decently. The chemistry section seemed a breath of fresh air in comparison to the others.
Mathematics: The mathematics section posed a significant challenge. It was tough and lengthy, which I struggled with for the entire 75 minutes. Despite this, I managed to score 30 out of 45, with 11 correct answers and 3 wrong. The anagram of exercises in the exams always seemed to trip me up.
Physics: The final section, physics, required all of my remaining energy. The time was short, and I was exhausted, causing me to leave two questions unanswered. In total, I scored 31 out of 45, with 11 correct answers and 2 wrong.
Adding up my scores, I achieved a total of 135 out of 180, which was a score that brought me both joy and a hint of concern, especially with the post-exam predictions from the director of my coaching center.
Reflection and Perspective
The IAT at IISER 2020 was a mixed bag of experiences. The test was moderately challenging, similar to the previous year's, but the journey itself was much richer. Faced with numerous setbacks, I learned the importance of resilience and the value of perseverance. Although disappointed with my performance in some subjects, the overall result and the institution's recognition brought a sense of accomplishment and hope for the future.
Conclusion
My journey to the IAT IISER 2020 was one of self-discovery and perseverance. Despite the challenges, I managed to secure a good score, which I believe is a testament to the journey rather than merely the outcome. The test was not just about the scores; it was about the personal growth, the lessons learned, and the belief that one can achieve their dreams with hard work and determination.
My experience underscores the importance of staying resilient and maintaining focus on long-term goals, even in the face of adversity. The road to academic excellence and research is paved with triumphs and struggles, and it is these experiences that shape us into better individuals and scholars.